Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Only for you will I say "WAR EAGLE"! You were more like my brother than nephew, and I always thought of you as my brother. When I got the phone call my heart broke into. I couldn't help but think that if I had not have ask you some of the things that I did you would still be here! Now I will have to live with that until we meet again. I so wished you would have picked up the phone and called me or anyone instead of that gun. We are all still in a kind of shock. There was nothing that we would not have done for you. I know you never felt like you belonged anywhere, but God gave you to us! For ALL of us to love. You have touched all of our lives in a different way, but you and I were really like brother and sister. I can't even think about life without you in it right now. I truely hope that you have finally found your peace that you have been searching for because you have earned it. For as long as I can remember you were going to buy me a motorcycle! Well when we meet again I hope you have it or at least a set of wings so we can just go anywhere we want to go. You will live in my heart forever just like Scooter! Neither one of your deaths deserved to happed, but God does have a plan. Maybe one day we will understand it or maybe we won't, but I choose to believe that you are the happiest that you have ever been, and that brings me some comfort. You will never be far from my thoughts, and I can't wait to see you, Scooter, and everyone who has gone before me, You are home now right where you wanted to be, and for that reason I'm happy for you! I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS, AND THINK ABOUT YOU OFTEN! Your big sis Pennie.
