Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Daddy, Life will never be the same with out you here with us. This is by far the hardest thing I have ever faced...... I know I had the best Daddy in the whole wide world. I can remember stripping rhubarb when I was about 3 and smashing skittles on the hand railing on the porch, you telling me " quit Jo that's nasty and it will make you sick!" I'd do it again and you would tell me, "I'll throw 'em away". I believe at an early age I picked up on the repeat game Because I loved to hear you talk to me. Being in the hospitial when I was about 4 from an asthma attack, you were running like the wind in your orange coveralls chaising after that deer! But you never gave up on it, you got him! You putting my hair in piggy tails and then making me puppy ears when you braided it and looped it. All the sugar dolls and Daddys baby's and lol when you called me windy!!! Things we talked about. The morals and respect. The late night chats and talks I have in my inbox for when I want to talk to you again. Read our conversations over again and smile knowing I had the best there ever will be. Teaching me about responsibility and life. Giving me the talents you gave me like trying new things like working on a gun. I sure wish you could have seen it. I know you would have Been proud. It didn't take me learning from watching you work on a gun to make you proud dad, I know you are and I'll always continue to make you proud. And always be with mom and take care of her just like you would want... you taught me to be tough but you didn't make me this tough...I love you so much and will always know how much you love us. I hate this dad I really wish you were here. But I'm so blessed to have had you for my dad for 31 years. Sweet dreams my hero!!! Love your baby girl..
